Another goodbye

SO... I'm back. Its kind of depressing actually. I am pretty much done with the whole band thing now. As much as it sometimes annoyed me, I liked being a part of something. I am not planning on doing it in college so now I feel pretty sad. I guess it doesn't help that I made a friend and lost him in the 4 days we were away. So for some reason this all made me think of 11:11 and making a wish. This then led me to thinking about other superstitions. And now I am posing a question for whoever may read this. Is this is a superstition?


Whenever I want something really really really badly, I don't talk about it. I am scared that if I talk about it, it won't happen. I truly believe that whenever I talk about something I want, it doesn't happen. For instance, If I like a guy and want him to notice me, I won't talk about it. Most teen girls will tell their friends, but I'm scared that if I say anything, it won't happen. Is that superstitious?

Anyway thats what I've been thinking about lately. I hope someone will respond. Thanks

~me