Another goodbye

SO... I'm back. Its kind of depressing actually. I am pretty much done with the whole band thing now. As much as it sometimes annoyed me, I liked being a part of something. I am not planning on doing it in college so now I feel pretty sad. I guess it doesn't help that I made a friend and lost him in the 4 days we were away. So for some reason this all made me think of 11:11 and making a wish. This then led me to thinking about other superstitions. And now I am posing a question for whoever may read this. Is this is a superstition?


Whenever I want something really really really badly, I don't talk about it. I am scared that if I talk about it, it won't happen. I truly believe that whenever I talk about something I want, it doesn't happen. For instance, If I like a guy and want him to notice me, I won't talk about it. Most teen girls will tell their friends, but I'm scared that if I say anything, it won't happen. Is that superstitious?

Anyway thats what I've been thinking about lately. I hope someone will respond. Thanks

~me

"A Modest Proposal"

So I have been practicing for majorettes recently. We are leaving for our band trip in a week and we haven't even finished our new routine. Plus we still need to relearn our 4 halftime routines. So pretty much we are screwed. Too bad I just don't care anymore.

My other big news is prom. What will I do for prom? There is no particular person who I want to ask, but it would be nice if some guy would ask me. I don't really want to go by myself, but there is no one I really want to go with. And I really don't want to be set up someone. That is the ultimate sucker. How can I have fun with someone I just met? I dono why I'm even going anymore. Its too much pressure. Let's just go to the beach :) .

That's my proposal: Instead of going to prom how about everyone go out buy a nice short dress that looks good with a swim suit underneath it and then everyone goes to the beach. Have a nice bonfire, some fireworks, a nice evening swim, make some smores. It would be so much fun. Plus we could still dance on the beach. So why doesn't anyone do it?

Anyway thats my details for now... Tune in for more:::

About me and This weekend --- the coolest place ever

HI! I am a seventeen (18 in three months) year old girl who is a senior in highschool. I'm still not sure where I will be going for college next year, but I'm definitely going. I don't have a boyfriend although I have boys who are friends. And I really dont care if you agree with what I write or not because sometimes its good to read something from someone elses opinions. I'm not really sure what I'm going to write about, but it will most likely be about me, my friends, current news stuff, and whatever else I find important right NOW

So here it goes...

So I should be working on my english homework right now, but I really dont feel like it. I should be working on my german story, but I really dont like german that much. I mean I have nothing against the german people. Most of them are really nice and cool people, but my teacher...well he's the stereotypical german. Anyway. So this weekend I didn't hang out with any guys (yeah i know how sad :) ) but i did have a good time with my friends both friday and saturday. On saturday we found the coolest place to go hang out. Its this little coffee place that looks all nice and quaint and has local bands play on friday nights. Well thats what the sign said, but we were there saturday night and their was band playing. It was really cool. It reminded me how much fun I can have with just my friends. Who needs guys when you have friends. It was actually a lot more fun. I mean I love guys dont get me wrong, but to just go out with the people who really know you, I mean REALLY know you, is nice sometimes.